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Wait. Slow down. I need to catch up.

Posted by: poodlegoose on: 12 August, 2009

There are so many things going on in my life that I can hardly keep up. This surprises me greatly, because less than a month ago, I was on the verge of bitterness, anger and well, at least it seemed, perpetual joblessness.

It’s funny what can happen in a couple of weeks. Believe me, but don’t believe me? Well, take seat. I’ll give you the low-down. What? You’re already seated? Just read it, ok? It makes sense (but no sense), believe me.

Week One
Tuesday: Get fired. Great, now what? I’m mad; I’m sending out mean, but necessary, letters. Sounds dangerous, doesn’t it? Yeah, you better watch out. Ha.
Wednesday-Saturday: Sit on my butt with husband and friend and mope and gripe and send more letters to stoopid people. Lament about ailing economy and how it’ll take me forever to find a new job.
Cathartic, definitely. Helpful…? Yes. You didn’t let me finish. Helpful getting another job? Uh, whoops.

Week Two
Monday: email my pastor about what happened the week previous.
Get an email back from him about a possible job opportunity
Tuesday: Email job opportunity, not possibly thinking it could be anything
Wednesday: Interview for aforementioned job; met really great manager, get job
Thursday: Training (short training) Become overwhelmed (really, really overwhelmed)
Friday: Work in store training
Saturday: First full day, feeling a bit crazy.

Week Three
Monday-Saturday: I’m actually doing a good job. Worked my first full week, and like clockwork, use my first 2-ish (in this case week and a half) weeks to get a handle on most things and enjoy the job. Stopped being so overwhelmed.

Week Four
Monday: Work looooooong, boring, soul-crushing day (nothing happened, customers were few and far between)
Tuesday: Get first grade and music teaching job offer, AKA my dream job; WTF, universe?? WTF.
Quit current job; take new job; feel a bit crazy and overwhelmed, but excited.

Aaaaaaaand scene.

Can I take a couple of days to catch my breath?

No? Well, I’d better get moving. See you on the other side.

Halloween 2008

Posted by: poodlegoose on: 3 August, 2009

All of this wedding talk got me to thinking about all of the awesome-ness that was my wedding. Because there was quite a bit of awesome-ness.

Since I’ve already talked about my wedding ceremony a bit, I thought I’d show a bit of the reception. Because we used disposable cameras for some of the pictures, I only have a few to show. But these are good.

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This is my beautiful last minute cake. The cake portion of the wedding planning was probably the hardest part of all. Which brings me to…

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The ghost cake. I loved that ghost cake :) but it caused a bit of controversy.

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“Honey Honey”

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This is a photo taken from the disposable cameras on the tables. I think it’s super sweet.

We also had a guest book that consisted of dressing up and lots of fun props.

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Tawa

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We have awesome friends.

We also had really beautiful floral arrangements with red roses and various kinds of Halloween candy spread about on each table. It was in an art gallery, so there wasn’t much decorating we had to do. I do wish I’d better pictures of those facts, but I’m sure they’ll turn up.

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He was leaning down because he got beamed in the head with a popcorn ball favor and was picking it up to throw back.

Overall, we had a wonderful evening with our family and friends, and I couldn’t have asked for anything better. Such a wonderful day :)

Fall Wedding

Posted by: poodlegoose on: 31 July, 2009

We’ve been married 9 months. Nine months. Whoa. Babies live in tummies for nine months.

Over at Kelly’s Korner, she wrote about her wedding: the party and the flowers. It’s been a little while since I’ve thought about my wedding, so I really wanted to give this a try.

I had so many ideas for my wedding, as many of you can remember, most of the homemade or cheap. As it turns out, most of the ideas were not used (thank God), but I think that my wedding turned out so well. It was honestly one of the best days of my life, and my husband, Matthew, and I could not stop talking about how much we enjoyed everything. Because I haven’t really posted any pictures about my wedding on my blog, I thought it would be fun!

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This picture actually shows how I wanted everything to look: kind of hazy, romantic with low lighting and as many candles as I could fit. I wanted things simple with medium ferns and long candles. I thought it looked perfect.

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This is by far my favorite picture of the bridal party. I love the way their shoes and dresses and tuxes all look together. It is the the perfect representation of all of their personalities. We love them. And their Halloween socks.

The flowers were done by the woman who did our food. They looked beautiful and were a mixture of black (blood red) and ivory roses and another flower I can’t remember right now. I’m so good at remembering things. Can you identify them? They’re the dark burgundy ones. Tara? Audra?

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This is my favorite picture of the two of us. And yes, we wore our awesome Chucks, and yes, we looked awesome in them.

Overall, there isn’t a whole lot I remember about that day. All I remember was the way Matthew looked when I walked down the aisle, the hazy way I felt, and how much fun we had. It was stressful before hand, but it was amazing the day of.

Up Again

Posted by: poodlegoose on: 29 July, 2009

I’m not sure if you read my last entry. If you didn’t, that’s ok… it was so depressing that I’m not sure if I’d read it if I knew what it was about.

Things today? Different. Much different.

I had a meeting with a potential job, and the girl who met with me? Works for a girl I went to school with and is great friends with both this school friend and another friend. That’s beyond ridiculous for me right now, and she was really sweet. I’m going to do some training tomorrow to see if this is what I want and see if I’m what they want. It should be part time, but that leads me to…

Violin! I never thought I’d be so happy to teach violin, but I am. I used to teach through a school, so I’d get paid less than I’d normally charge. I was happy to do it, though, because most of the people I teach are friends or friends of friends, so I didn’t mind giving them a deal. And yes, $50 for 10 lessons is a great deal.

Anyway, I just added on 2 more students to my list of 6 with the potential of 2-3 more. So, that should be extra monies in the pocket to take care of what my other job won’t, now that I’m teaching individually instead of through the school.

Aaaaaaaand there’s another really exciting opportunity that might be in the works. I can’t say much about it, but I will leave you with this: red velvet and cream cheese. ZOMG. I’ll let you know once the details are all worked out (if they are).

I’m being realistic in the back of my mind, but as it is, I’m being very optimistic and happy on my blog. Screw you, back of my mind.

Ok, now that I’m finished squealing like a little girl, let me ask you: How was your mid-week hump day? Did something really great happen to you? Did you get rain? Did your dog kiss you on the mouth? I’m so excited, I need to know!

Termination

Posted by: poodlegoose on: 22 July, 2009

What’s that you ask? Why have you been so cryptic lately? Why have I been completely stressed and hating my job?

I can now finally tell you all.

I was terminated from my job. My job as a children’s ministry coordinator. Apparently, I don’t have “what it takes” and I am a “square peg trying to fit in a round hole” and I am not enough of a “self-starter.” I don’t “follow-up” according to vague standards that they did not make clear, and I was held accountable for things that were never shared with me. Essentially, I did not let them take charge and run me over as was the practice before, and they wanted me gone. They could either fire the entire board or me. Guess I was the loser.

I was given 2 days to clear out of the office. And what’s that? You found a way to get out of paying unemployment? Great.

Let me just say: I hope I never work in a Christian organization again. The politics are too much for me to handle. And I will not expand lest most of you believe that Christians are all bad. Which we’re not. We just like to use God and faulty theology as our excuses for everything, because apparently, we all hear God’s clear, audible voice when we try to plan out other people’s lives for them. Oh, wait. That’s bad? Whoops.

Ok, ok. I’m sorry. Now, I’m done.

And that is that.

Anyone hear about any job openings in South Carolina? No? Crap.

about me

I am poodlegoose. I am a bit quirky, a bit of a tomboy turned girl. I am a music junkie, I read too much, I play on my DS too much, and I watch way too much tv on DVD. I would love to be a violinist/violist in a chamber orchestra and play my pretty little heart out. I am also extremely optimistic, I love being happy, and I love Sour Patch Kids until my tongue burns. I also love singing, I am extremely clumsy, I am allergic to metal, and I don’t do well in living up to other people’s expectations. Ok, that’s enough for now. Anything else, check out my "about me" page. That'll be enough. . . and then some.

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