Posted by: poodlegoose on: 7 October, 2009
I’m doing a really bad job at being a blogger. I know this. Don’t think that I don’t.
It’s just hard for me to sit down and write and most of all, think when things are going so well. And believe me when I say that things are going so so well.
When I talk the most, it’s probably going to be complaining. And that’s a bad thing. So when things are going well, you probably won’t hear a lot from me, which is the disappointing part. Who wants to read/hear someone who constantly complains? Not me, that’s for sure.
One of these days, I’m going to sit down and start thinking about how great my life is going at this point. But for now, I’m going to continue living it out and write later.
Posted by: poodlegoose on: 3 September, 2009
Life has been happening so fast, I can barely keep up. Surprisingly, I am quite ok (more than ok on most days) with everything that has been happening, but when I look up from my 2nd full week of school (2.5 total), I realize that time is slipping me by.
During the next few weeks, I am going to be doing some changes to this blog site – this poor neglected blog of mine.
So many things have been happening, and fortunately, they have been happening for the best. I truly love my job, but it makes life 100% different than it used to be (which is wonderful). I am actually enjoying something that I’m doing, and it scares me to death that I may screw it up. That’s probably the hidden (mostly hidden; I find that rarely can I hide anything, great or small, from the man that resides in my home 24 hours a day with me) pessimist in me, but I like to think that I’m a realist. A realist that thinks toward the negative side.
You know, it’s hard to constantly be positive when you’ve hated almost every job you’ve ever had. Believe me. I know. I was thinking about writing out a list of every job I’ve had, but then I started to feel bad. Not bad for myself, but bad that it’s taken me this long to get into the job that I knew I’d love from the very beginning. What took me so long?
Some places to check out:
Some great music: http://www.myspace.com/thewintersounds
Some good reading: minerfortruth.wordpress.com
Also, I’m wondering how Beatles RockBand is going to fit into this lifestyle of going to bed at 10PM every night and waking up at 6:30AM. How am I supposed to function when I stay up all night playing it? How am I going to fit in episodes of Top Chef and Project Runway into my already shrinking evenings? Guess we’ll find out.
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